the hardest thing...

what could ever be hurtful than letting go of someone... and what do i have to let go... i know, time will come i am going to laugh about this... but certainly, this is indeed the most painful feeling I have experience. I know I'll get by... I am good at it... I know one day... sometime soon... all things will be in placed... I am anticipating... excited... I am at peace but i am sad and hurting... why? how? maybe in time... been weeks of me crying... and i still want to cry for more... hoping ill find the answer... loser? yeah... but not quitter. What will happen now? Well, life goes on...