Tuesday, February 17, 2009

A New Leaf!

It's been 2 months since the new year started. Every year, I blog about my thoughts for the coming years and the past year of course. This year is truly different... I have Andre and Tata to go home to at the end of the day!
I am turning a new leaf of my life now. I used to visualize what my life could be at the beginning of each year and I am so overwhelmed to realize now my life is not all about ME anymore. It's more of Andre and his future.
We spent our New Year in Negros with my family. Amidst the fireworks and the singing Andre was just in there sleeping. He wants to be were the party is... and I wonder where did he get that. Hehehe.
Tata and I were just starting and truly it takes more than any human effort to make things happen. I thought I was more than prepared for the new role and the new responsibility, things aren't happening the way I wanted it to be. I am just so blessed to see God's unconditional love for us to give us all that we need. There are days still, I felt anxious and afraid especially that I wanted to provide the best for Andre yet God's love is constantly reassuring me of the good life He promised to me, and then I know, I am fighting a good fight. I know there is so much to look forward to in the coming days... months and years. It always a one day at time basis.