Thursday, October 26, 2006

dropping by...

wow... i have not been posting lately and i am just overwhelmed on how things move so fast in my life. i said good bye and then said hello... i might be gone for a while again... then back to blogging and all. i just need to re geared up myself... need to fix things on my own and hopefully gets back in time. hay!!!

"My portion is the Lord, says my soul; therefore will I hope in him." - Lamentations 3:24

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

~~~sweet yet painful~~~

sometimes it would be better if you'll just let things out in the open than one day realizing that you lost it all... hay... after that conversation, it made me think whether it was a wise decision forgetting what we started and choose the one who's persistently there... it was truly a sweet revelation knowing how much he wanted me there and how grateful and happy he is for my existence in his life... but at the end of the day... he is not ready to commit still... the painful part is, no matter how nice, ideal and can glorify God our relationship is... we need to let it go... it's bye bye bye now... it would be unfair to the other party holding to someone who were never sure what his intentions for me.
hope things will be right this time.